
Due to circumstances in my life I find it very hard to trust people. I think to some degree all of us have been let down and dissapointed by others. My trust is not something I give easily. This not being able to trust is something that has leaked into my willingness to trust God. It is something that I constantly have to work on. I am reminded of the verse that says "I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength." My strength does not come from myself, therefore I can do nothing on my own. It is necessary that I trust God. I love the story of Abraham and Isaac. God tells Abraham to go to the mountain and sacrifice his son (Gen 22). He doesn't tell him which mountain, he just says go and I will show you. Abraham takes his son and wood and some servants and he leaves. I can't imagine what must have been going through his mind. He was going to have to sacrifice his son that he loved so much. Well, when they get to the mountain he leaves behind his servants and takes Isaac with him. I love this part of the story because Isaac asks, "Where is the lamb?" and Abraham replies, "God will provide one." It was a circle of trust. Abraham was trusting God to provide and Isaac was trusting his father. Then comes the test...Abraham binds Isaac and lays him on the altar and just as he is about to kill him the angel of the Lord stops him. We can read the rest of the story and know that a ram was provided. I love this story because we see how God called Abraham to lay what was most important to him on the altar of sacrifice. It shows me that it is not always easy to trust God, but it is so important. Because Abraham obeyed God and trusted him, God was able to bless him in a mighty way. I encourage you to place yourself and all of your wants and desires on the altar of sacrifice. See what God can do...

